After Awakening

Transmission 16 - The Matrix Rewards Complacency

The Matrix doesn’t punish you for sleeping—it rewards you.
Comfort becomes the anesthetic. Convenience the bribe.
Tonight, I’m not here to argue with the system. I’m here to illuminate the exit.
 
In this late-night, post-stillpoint transmission, I speak from the quiet center about what happens when you stop performing, stop pretending, and stop settling for the half-life. This one isn’t just a message—it’s a frequency transfer.
 
Coming soon: You Are the Signal — my first written book. I’ll be opening an email list so you can walk with me more closely, outside the algorithms. Stay tuned.
 
If this landed, share it with the one person you know who’s ready to leave the maze.
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Transmission 15 - The House I Couldn’t Return To

Transmission 15: The House I Couldn’t Return To
“You are not the exile. You are the answer.”
 
In this quiet yet piercing transmission, I speak directly to those who have lived their lives just outside the room—those who felt almost-chosen, half-seen, or quietly let go by the people they loved the most.
 
This is for the ones who became the peacemakers, the pattern-breakers, the sensitive ones who noticed everything… and paid the price for it. The ones who walked away with nothing but their knowing—and still tried to stay kind.
 
Part spoken memory, part message from the soul, this episode is an offering to anyone who has ever had to choose themselves after being forgotten.
 
It won’t be for everyone. But the ones it’s for will feel it in their bones.
 
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Transmission 14 - The Space Between the Worlds

In this transmission, Jesse returns after two weeks of deep integration to speak from the quiet, often disorienting place between lives—the space between the worlds.
 
This is not a teaching. It’s a mirror for those who have stopped seeking, but haven’t yet arrived.
 
Through seven soul-level insights, Jesse explores what it means to transmit instead of prove… to radiate instead of chase… and to live with paradox as your native tongue.
 
If you’ve felt invisible and more visible than ever… if you’re no longer ascending, just living differently… this episode will find you exactly where you are.
 
This is not a waiting room.
It’s the garden between breath and song.
 
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Transmission 13 - You’re Not Lost - You’re Just Leading Yourself Home

This one is different.  
Lighter in tone, but heavier in truth.  
A full-circle breath after the storm—  
The first transmission where I don’t sound like I’m becoming.  
I sound like I’ve arrived.
 
In this episode, I speak not just from clarity, but from embodiment.  
You’ll hear me laugh.  
You’ll hear my dog interrupt.  
And for the first time, I sing "Shy" by Leon Bridges.
Not to impress.  
To express.
 
I speak of release.  
Of no longer proving love to the unwilling.  
Of closing the final door to what almost was.
 
And yes… I let the world know something quietly:
 
> My film already exists on the energetic plane.  
> One man will direct it.  
> If you know, you know.
This transmission is an offering, a portal, and a quiet declaration:  
I’m no longer searching.  
I’m already home.
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Until next time,
Keep rising.
- Jesse
 
 

Transmission 12 - The Threshold Voice

Transmission 12: The Threshold VoiceIn this unfiltered offering, Jesse steps fully into the voice that no longer waits to be chosen — the voice forged in silence, rejection, and rising.
This isn’t a plea.  It’s a declaration.
Transmission 12 marks a turning point — where the mask is burned, the armor is dropped, and only the truth remains. For those who’ve ever felt like too much, or not enough, this is the frequency where all of you belongs.
💎 If you've been walking the edge of becoming, this is your mirror.
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Until next time,  You're not alone.  Keep rising.  — Jesse

Transmission 11 - The Part You Thought I’d Never Say

EPISODE 11: The Part You Thought I’d Never Say
After Awakening Podcast · with Jesse
 
In this eleventh transmission, I speak what was once unspoken.
Not to hurt. Not to reclaim. But to finally release.
 
This isn’t anger. It’s not even grief anymore.
It’s the moment when silence breaks—
and you hear, maybe for the first time, what I could never say until now.
 
This is the part you thought I’d never say.
And it just might be the one you’ve needed to hear the most.
 
This… is the sound of letting go.
 
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Transmission 10 - This Is What Real Looks Like

What do you do when nothing feels steady… except your own voice?
In this raw and unfiltered transmission, Jesse returns to the mic not because things are okay — but because truth deserves to be spoken anyway. This isn’t a performance. It’s a moment. A breath. A lifeline.
If you’ve ever felt like the world was slipping out from under you — but something inside still chose to rise — this one is for you.
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Until next time… keep rising.

Transmission 9 - Mariella (The One That Broke The Spell)

This is Transmission 9 of After Awakening.
 
Today’s offering is unlike any before.
A live, one-take vocal performance of “Mariella” by Khruangbin and Leon Bridges— followed by a spoken-word reckoning that might just leave you breathless.
 
Vulnerable. Raw. Final.
 
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🎵 Song credit:
“Mariela” – performed by Khruangbin & Leon Bridges
 
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If something stirred in your chest today, you’re not alone.
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TRAILER: After Awakening

What if your voice held the key to your resurrection?
 
This is not just a podcast. It’s a portal.
 
In this official trailer for After Awakening, Jesse Billings introduces the voice, the vision, and the volcanic truth behind a journey that’s already shifting timelines.
 
Raw, poetic, and unshakably real — this isn’t content. It’s a cinematic transmission for anyone who’s ever lost everything, questioned their sanity, or stood alone in the fire.
 
What rises after awakening isn’t who you were… it’s who you were born to become.
 
Listen. Share. Remember who you are.
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Transmission 8 - I Never Stopped Singing

A fire cracks.
A voice returns.
 
Recorded live — no edits, no filters — this unscripted transmission is part invocation, part confession, part lullaby for the broken-hearted and soul-willing.
 
For those who’ve ever loved in silence.
For the ones still humming a song no one hears.
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I never stopped singing.
And now the world will finally listen.
 
🎤 Transmission 8: Released June 5, 2025.
Background fire: captured live.
No music added. Just the truth.